Ouch. This hurts, big time.
I cant even cry. Had to force myself not to.
Lost my concentration. Gonna go back try t study again ltr.

I bought th shirt in the end.
Initially thinking of psychoing candy t buy for me.
But well, I burned 10$ liao.

Digging my savings, i'm left with 10.60$ this week.
OMG PLEASE. I wish today is not monday at all.
10.60 for th rest of the week T.T

Got this joker, not funny leh.
Tag at my blogshop enquiries board and deny that she didn't.
Like all blogshop owners, tags like that are usually deleted immediately.
So she deny that and use very bad tone to me first. I haven't done anything to her yet hor.
I merely say "Hi. Kindly tag at the correct board."
So she said: I never tag til ur enquiry board unless u tag until mine than i tag back.

Like hello? I haven't been advertising my blogshop for days lor. Neither did I went to her blogshop and tag at her enquiries board. I may missed it at times, but at least I'll say SORRY.

She? Nahh, she don't even say sorry, and still have th guts t say me.

I asked a dumb qn in th process, I asked, where's th proof that I tagged. And she asked me for proof then. I got nothing t say since I alr deleted it. But hey! She said that my tags, of telling her not to tag on my enquiries board is CRAP. So I just said, "You're a joke."

What a poor attitude of a blogshop owner. She can just jolly well said a SORRY, instead, she didn't and blame me instead. -.-" I kept her tags to show proof of who's right and who's wrong, but she deleted hers. If there is nothing to be afraid, why delete my tags unless you did it and you DENIED it.

If I'm allowed to flame her, I will, seriously. Spoil my mood only luh. Okay, forget about her. I'll update again when she reply th next time. See what she has to say.

I seriously hate that bloody dumbshit principal.
Doing so much effing dumb things, still think himself very good.
If I have the authority, I'd really use my books and throw it against his face!

New rules that are set:
1. No going of toilet during lesson times, either go or don't go, only go go before sch, during recess or after sch. Last five mins then can go. Only one person at a time.

You think last five mins of every lesson right? NO! For eg, maths got 2 periods, wait untill after th last 5 mins of th 2nd period then can go. This is effing dumb okay! What if the person is !@#$%^&*()P_ urgent and needs th toilet and then teacher say cannot? Pee and shit inside classroom?!

Conclusion: EFFING STUPID RULE

2. Mass run aka morning run.

Imagine wasting your energy running! Yes, after running very awake, then soon you'll be even more tired as compared to not running.

Want an example? Here it goes.

I ran this morning (everyone is being forced to run), yes I am very awake after running. Next that mass run is geog, which is usually 2 periods. 1st period struggled to hang on already, 2nd period: my mind is in a blank. I'm literally building sandcastles in the air aka (in my terms) sleeping with eyes open.

Conclusion: I learnt nothing during geog class. AND THIS IS ANOTHER EFFING STUPID RULE!

3. All teachers are now in discipline comm.

Like, wow! Teachers can all be discipline masters/mistress and not TEACHERS! I wonder, then why never ask those who were initially in discipline comm to leave? Got teachers what! All teachers are in discipline comm! They are as good as those who are not teaching like that hairy muthu and willy tan.

Conclusion: 3RD EFFING STUPID RULE!

4. That idiotic brainless guy doesn't care about STUDENTS. EVERYTHING also TEACHER HAVE PRIORITY.

This is really able to make one crazy! Everything is at teacher's advantage! Everything, even if it's teacher's wrong, it's also student's wrong! WTH SIOL?! Such dog rules also got!

Conclusion: DUMBSHITS ALWAYS COME UP WITH STUPID RULES.

5. Cannot put your head down.

So I guess when we're doing our work, we must look up and not put our heads down. Cause heads down = sleeping. Oh yeaa. I forgot, maybe he meant by putting it on the desk? Can't blame you see. As what I said in Conclusion 4, dumbshits can't have any smart thinking. So, what if someone is having a stomachache and the teacher don't allow the person to go toilet? Or the person having gastric pains like me, to a state where the person is only trying to rest th head? Yes I know that putting your head on th desk would usually lead to you sleeping. But why cannot take a look at it from another point of view?

Conlusion: DON'T BE A SMART-ALECK, DUMBSHIT PRINCIPAL.


Conclusion of my rant: He never thought of any consequences.

So many things to say but no where to start. It doesn't help in anything, isn't it just so true?

I remember bf telling me, even if th world gives up on you, God won't.
Now I'm using this back at Guiyan.
No matter how discouraging everyone is, you yourself can't.
Brace up and trust that God can do it.
For whatever is impossible for men, is possible for God.

It dawned on me that, seeing doesn't mean believing.
Likewise, believing doesn't mean you need to see.
I can't see God, so I don't believe?
I believe, because God is, omnipresent, and I do not need to see.
I knew God is there, everywhere, and even right beside me, beside you, beside everyone.
Walking through our daily lives with us.

Even as I was changing my display name on my msn, adding "Trust in th Lord with all your heart, in all your ways acknowledge Him and He will make your paths straight."
I heard this verse when I was in shower, and it's like a gentle voice reminding me of this verse. I told myself, I'm gonna claim God's promise and I'll trust that He'll carve a path for me. Even if I do not get my desired results, I'll give all glory to God. He's th one who places different people in my life to encourage me.

Alright, Guiyan's PM "I FELT LIKE I'M NOT A GOOD FRIEND" sparked me off to encourage her. I felt that I'm not a good friend too. Who ever who says I is weird, for sure. Then, I remember, she being negative about our results. A great similarity between th both of us is our negative thinking. Back to the time in sch, I'd even tell her I'm more negative than her, and it's true.

Thinking back, I think it's all our negative thoughts which actually bond us together. Hahahas. There isn't a time where we can be angry with each other untill th next day. Even if we argue, complain a bit to other friends, then, TADA! Back to friends again. (:

I do miss th times being in secondary school. I miss being with my friends, and even doing class/homework with them! Hahahas.

I thank God for my clique, even though I don't like one of them =x
I thank God for LEGENDS, they are a group of very very very encouraging people.
I thank God for bf, without him, I won't be encouraged.
Thank you, God